林佳融 Lin,Jia-Run

 

聲音裝置，2013

 

反芻，一種「再一次」的舉動、「過去式」的狀態。通常為憂鬱所苦，就真的是苦吧！
記憶的反芻，探討的是人們憂鬱的情結：人們會對煩心的事不斷進行回想。心理學研究發現，擁有此特質的大多為女性：一種活在過去的狀態，無法拆卸的包袱。由許多秘密、抱怨建構而成，嚴重一些就是所謂的「憂鬱症」。
喜歡跟自己講話，不論是無意義的隻字片語、或是突如其來的大哭大笑……憂煩總是大於歡笑。無法克制自己不去想，一腳踩進這萬惡迴圈，就別想再抽離。 此作品以錄音帶做為發想。空白錄音帶代表本身；磁帶則是記憶體；至於磁粉就是憂鬱的事件、日常生活的點點滴滴。呈現方式將以行為表演為主，再以記錄片的形式展出。 表演將使用空白錄音帶，記錄生活中的點滴：有意義的、無意義的、片段式的靈感、偶發的奇想……；再用牙齒直接刮取磁帶上的磁粉，吃掉；最後再播放一次已刮完磁粉的錄音帶。

Rumination, a kind of " once again “, a " past tense " state. Usually suffering from depression really is bitter! Memory rumination is an exploration of depression: people will constantly revisit negative thoughts. Psychological studies found this trait with mostly women: A state of living in the past, an inability to remove burden. Constructed of many secrets and complaints, more seriously this is the so-called " depression ."Talking to oneself, whether meaninglessly, or sudden crying and laughing..... sadness is always greater than laughter. Unable to restrain myself from thinking, stepping into this hell, unable to pull away.This works uses recording tape. Blank cassettes represent the self; tape as memory; magnetic powder as melancholy and events of everyday life. This work will be performance -based, and then documented for exhibition.
Performances will use blank tapes to record bits of life: the meaningful and meaningless, fragmented inspirations, occasional fantasies...then scraped off by tooth and eaten, and replayed.